Two Trees

Did you know that time does not exist on a photon? Remember time dilation? As you speed up, your clock ticks slower and slower, up to the speed of light. And on a photon, which travels at the speed of light, the clock stops. Weird, ha? 

So, can we say that without time, a photon has no “personal” history? That's what I infer from reading up on it.

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For over two decades my parents have been spending the hot summers in a small flat on the southern coast of Turkey. The view from the balcony is spectacular, especially with a lovely pair of eucalyptus trees on the shore. Whenever I visit them, I photograph these trees.

Left is east and right is west. Hence, the above photo was made close to sunset.

Often you see people enjoying a picnic in their shadow. And the sea provides an ever-changing backdrop, from calm blue to jagged lines of high white foam.

The above two photos are from several years ago. 

Then in the summer of 2022, upon arrival, I looked down from the balcony and was hit by a nasty surprise: one of the trees had completely dried up. They had endured for decades, now this. 

We had no idea what had happened. Incidentally, there was a newspaper article during that time about a much loved but dried up tree in a nearby city. Some weirdos had drilled holes into the trunk of that tree and filled them with acid! At least that was the verdict of a botanist. Well, I got suspicious. Maybe the same sick people had been playing their foul games here as well. I inspected the trunk of the tree carefully but couldn't see anything extraordinary. Anyway, I got in touch with the mayor's office and they said they would look into it. Haven't heard a word from them since.

I was back at my parents' flat two months ago and was relieved that the tree was at least still standing. It was still providing shade for those trying to get out of the sun. But I'm worried about these trees. Their future seems a bit uncertain. I dread the day when I'm going to look down and find that they are gone.

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At this point you might be thinking "bloody colour photies?". Well, I sometimes have colour neg film in a second camera body. It's an occasional side hobby, which I rather enjoy. I've even done my own C41 developing. More about that in another post maybe. 

My main material is still B&W film though (and more and more digital these days😳). This is with a Rolleiflex and Tmax100 film. 

Printed on a Focomat 2c through a 100mm Focotar on Ilford Classic FB, the quality of the print is all I could wish for.

And this long exposure is with a Nikon F2 and the 55mm/f2.8 Micro-Nikkor on FP4+, during a moonrise. By the way, the white spot in the lower centre is a warning sign that shows where a turtle (Caretta Caretta) has laid eggs. 

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Consider this: photons leave the sun, hit and reflect off the moon, the sand, the sea, those two trees, and come through my lens and land on my film, reduce silver halide crystals to metallic silver and render a picture. From their perspective, they are emitted and absorbed at the same instant. With a non-ticking clock, which can hardly be called a clock, none of those photons could possibly tell the story of their journey. Yet, they enable us to tell our stories with photo(n)graphs!

The Ship of Theseus

Is there a way to start a blog post with Greek mythology and not sound awfully pretentious? I don't know, but I love the question at the end of the story. You most probably know it anyway, so I'll make it very brief. After slaying the Minotaur in the Cretan labyrinth, Theseus escapes to Delos by ship, some 300 odd kilometers to the north. He arrives as a hero, because he's stopped the sacrificing of Athenian youth to King Minos of Crete. To commemorate Theseus's feat, the Athenians start an annual pilgrimage to Delos with his very ship. Over the years, wear and tear on the ship make maintenance work inevitable. Rotten planks have to be replaced by new ones. Observing this, there comes a time when Greek philosophers ask an interesting question: once every part of the ship has been replaced, is it still "the ship of Theseus"?

The never-ending rebuilding of Istanbul brings to my mind Theseus's ship. As in "is it still my Istanbul?". But thinking this over now, maybe the proper (Greek) analogy would be "you can't swim in the same river twice". Anyhow, during the pandemic this building was on my walking route and I loved the single window in the facade. Did the owner of that flat just say "The hell with my neighbours and regulations. I'm gonna knock down the wall here and open a window!"? A couple of months after I made the first photo a gaping void replaced the window, signaling what was going to come next. Shortly after, as expected, the whole thing went down. Now a new building is there. Its shape is remarkably similar to its predecessor's. So far, it's a white facade, sans window. That might come later!

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All three of these photos were made with a Bronica RF645 and the 65mm/f4 lens. They are printed on 24x30cm Ilford Classic FB paper.

The first two frames are on Tmax100 film and were developed in Tmax (1+9) at 24 degrees Celsius. The last frame is from a few weeks ago and is on the new Kentmere 100, which I developed in home-mixed D76. This is my first ever roll of Kentmere 100 and it looks all right. I probably should reduce the development time a bit though; the negs look a bit contrasty.