10 March 2023

Reimagining Negatives



One of the better things I've done in my photographic life is to consistently have made contact prints; right from the very first roll. You could say I have a print of every frame I've ever exposed.

Contact sheets might be the best proof that %99 of what we do sucks. Frame after frame it's a hard slap in the face. The vast but unavoidable "waste" to get good pictures is staggering. Yet, they also ruthlessly reveal our shortcomings as photographers, which means they are excellent feedback if we make the effort to listen. We might even see who we really are as a person. "Know thyself" and all that. 

But I want to show something with much less gravitas. You might even find it ridiculous. Anyway...the gold mine they are for new "discoveries", whilst going through my contacts for the thousandth time one day last year, I realized that parts of two consecutive frames could work as one picture. An instance where life took a serendipitous turn; where stars mysteriously aligned. After I made a print of that first "discovery" - the top photo - there was no stopping. All of a sudden, I was frantically going through all my contact sheets with a completely different mindset, trying to see a "bigger picture".

Here I was photographing for a zine where the theme was "Sleep".


All prints on Ilford RC Satin paper.

Needless to say, this is not a novel idea. For example, Gene Smith incorporated part of an adjacent frame into one of his pictures*. Although in that case it wasn't meant to be obvious; he was a journalist after all.

I printed a set of photographs like these and left it at that. Thinking about them now, I feel the end result being completely detached from the photographer's original intent is a problem that can't be simply brushed away. With the word "intent" I mean that which is within the normal photographic frame, i.e. that which the photographer intended to photograph in the first place. So, in the more likely worst case, reframings like these are prone to become a gimmick; but in the best case, I suppose they can become a surrealist's dream.

*Described in an essay by John T. Hill, at the end of the book "W. Eugene Smith - The Camera As Conscience".

23 February 2023

Affan Coffeehouse


The Affan Coffeehouse in Antakya (the historic Antioch), a two-storey stone structure, was built between 1911 and 1913. The architects were French and the stonemasons came from Aleppo. It's been run by four generations of the same family*. 

As the dust from the recent earthquakes begins to settle, news about people and places that crossed my life begin to trickle through. I stumbled upon the Instagram account of the Affan Coffeehouse and from their latest posts saw that the upper floor has sustained significant damage from the quakes, but the ground floor is intact. Luckily, no-one in their family was hurt.


From the Instagram account "affankahvesi"


I was in Antakya as part of a trip in January 2007 and made the intro photo in the Affan Coffeehouse whilst enjoying a cup of tea. The man was totally immersed in the fortunes - or perhaps misfortunes - the cards were revealing. I wonder what happened to him.


A 24x30cm print I made in 2021 on Ilford Classic paper. The film was 35mm Tri-X.

*The info in this paragraph is from their website Affan Kahvesi.