What would life be without my morning pour-over? Today it's a Brazilian variety. Freshly ground, of course. The prints in front of me are from last night. They were still damp in the morning. The new darkroom in the basement is bloody cold and the prints take ages to dry down there. But now that I've brought them up to the warm living room they are literally drying in my hands. Fast. With a nice strong curl, which is getting stronger as I keep sipping my coffee. Delicious. Maybe I should get one of those T-shirt presses to flatten them. I leaf through the prints. This one's on Ilford FB matte paper. 20x25cm. The shadows have almost no detail. And the matte paper pulls it even further down the scale. Or so I think. But in the negative the shadows are fairly empty anyway, so I reckon it's alright with how black they appear. The blacks with this paper are actually quite gorgeous. They have a charcoal quality. I wonder: could this be related to the paper developer at all? I've been using Adotol Konstant, which is the Adox packaging of some old Orwo formula. This coffee is delicious... the chocolaty notes are coming through now. Not completely sure about the lady in the shadows though. I guess it's alright. There just isn't any more detail that I could've brought out there. And isn't it nice when straight lines make burning and dodging a child's game? The exposure was 17 seconds at Grade 2 on my Focomat 2c, but the sky needed 50% more for some tone. So I dodged the dark triangle at the top - which really is the underside of an overhanging highway - for 8 seconds with a straight card during the main exposure and then simply burned in for 8 seconds from the top of the building. Thus, the sky got its additional 50% and the dark rectangle remained at the original exposure for minimal shadow detail. Kentmere 400 film here, exposed at EI400. I can't fault it. It's good. But then almost anything seems to be good when shot with the Rollei. Except maybe Foma 400. What a disappointment those two rolls were. One was so bad I threw the negs away. That was my first and last try of Foma 400. It just doesn't have any speed. Cheap but no speed. Shot at EI400 they looked at least 2 stops underexposed. The coffee seems to get even tastier now. Isn't 20x25cm a bit small? Or am I just too used to 24x30cm. Maybe I should let the thought simmer and see how I feel about it later.
23 March 2026
14 February 2026
Back On Track
Finally, after folding my darkroom in Istanbul 2 years ago, I've set up a new one in Düsseldorf. This time it's in a basement washroom, not the nicest of spaces, but with running water. It required the swapping of a very old window that wasn't tight and let in cold air with a new, double-glazed one. (which I blacked out of course). I'd had shipped my Focomat 2c from Turkey before and today I set it up in one corner, behind which I'd painted the otherwise white walls matte black to prevent reflections.
So, on Valentine's Day, and also on day of the carnival in the Rhineland, I'm BACK ON TRACK.
8 February 2026
More Light
One beautiful German word is "Abendstimmung", which would translate as "evening mood", although in German it has a bit more gravitas I think. Funny, I can't think of a good Turkish word or phrase that would express that mood. That's the beauty of languages; each has its own landscape of meanings that correspond to the cultural cosmos of the people speaking it. Anyway, back to Abendstimmung. Three years ago I visited an exhibition called "More Light" ("Mehr Licht" in German) in Düsseldorf's Kunstpalast, which explored 19th century oil studies in open nature. There I saw this painting by Carl Robert Kummer titled "Abendstimmung an der Elbe", depicting an evening scene at the river Elbe in Dresden. I was so impressed, I had a hard time moving on to other paintings, and even came back to it several times, studying it further.
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A major exhibition usually has an exhibition catalogue; I try not to miss those. They tend to have loads of informational essays and one can enjoy the paintings (or photos etc.), although in admittedly inferior reproduction, for many more years. Look, the lovely small Elbe painting even made it to the cover of this catalogue!






